JustAnotherPhase.

So another day in paradise. 
As if I need anymore reminders. Days have gone quite slow. I feel like I've spent a week here when it's only been 3 or 4 days. 

Is it suppose to feel like this?

Or maybe it's because I've been sick these couple of days...

I wish I had photos to show you how 'fantastical' my holidays been going. But so far not so much :(....
Besides the awesome shopping malls filled with tweens.
Its honestly like New Market. But an asian version. 
(I'm not even talking about midcity...)
I'm talking rich tweens... dressed up like they have a purpose in life to become those chicks you see on the cover of magazines. 
My cousins part of "the crowd" 
But she has cute friends [:

(Cousin Jay on the left. Middle her friend. Right yours truly)
I stand out so much. But what 'evs. I can be asian. I'm freaking asian for gods sake. 
I should get back my old hair. The one with the exact same fringe as my cousin. 

Maybe it's just because I'm more white for my own good. 
White washed over and over and mixed with other many different colours. 

All it is is just tweens trying to grow up faster than they should. 
Maybe it's because I'm nearly 18 that I don't feel the urge to want to grow up.
Oh well :(...

Considering she's my cousin, shes pretty cool at times. So you gotta love that. 

My 14 year old cous. x


In other FLASHING NEWS.


Shannen Dyed her hair.
Gasp. Shock. Horror.


No no. I did not dye it a totally bright spectacular colour again. 
Keep yo pants on.


I dyed it dark brown. I feel more... well I wanted a change.
I don't like feeling 'normal' or feeling like I've been like this for ages. I hate being boring. Which is why I always changed my hair colour or hair style. 
But what ev's. This hair colour shall last me. 
I'm content. 


[:

Haters gon hate. But that is my hair colour now. 
My hair feels so fucking rough though. I don't know what they put in that malaysian hair dye.
The lady said it was aparently sulphur free. 
Whatever that means.

It doesn't smell as bad I suppose? 


Oh well...


Guess I can go visit my grandparents in a few weeks all free and happy now. Don't need to get lectures on  my hair colour of choice. 

It's 'decent' enough for Chinese New Year [:...
Which by the way, is so very soon! 
<excitedasfuck>

My appetite hasn't come back yet. But I hope it does when Chinese New Year Comes.

I'm going to Singapore next week ! To celebrate my dearest brother's 14th birthday. 

I think he's 14....... oh snap!
:S !

How bad of a sister am I .... :\ .. 

Well. Lets hope it's fun!  
Let's hope it's something to blog about.
However, I haven't been to Singapore in like 11 years. SO of course it will be fun. 


Lets have a toast for the good times to come.


Maybe.